I don’t think people realize that throughout my entire relationship life, I’ve been played, dealt with jerks, and felt afraid of losing someone. I would do whatever I could to make sure that I was being the best girlfriend, so that they wouldn’t leave me. I would always feel like I have to be the prettiest, the chillest, and the best girl that’s in front of them. I would always feel like if I messed up, I would lose them. In the end, I was never good enough. I’ve been given up on multiple times. My boyfriend is the first guy to turn my thoughts around. He allowed me to open up and to stop being afraid. I gradually became more comfortable and he showed me that it’s possible for a person to NOT GIVE UP. I’m rude, mean, and annoying, yet he’s still here. He told me that giving up wasn’t an option, one of the best things anyone can ever say. I know I don’t show it much… but I lallalalalalallalalove Peter! :’)